"There are notes between notes, you know." -- Sarah Vaughan

Friday, March 2, 2012

I don't even know what to write here

Yesterday I hit the 15 week marker. Fifteen weeks people!!!

But I woke up yesterday cramping really badly. I called my ob/gyn (he had given me his cell number to call him directly if I had any questions or concerns) and he said to go to the hospital and he would meet me there.

Me and Mr. XSLS go to the hospital and from there everything is a bit of blur, but I end up under anesthesia and in surgery and I come out not pregnant.

I lost my baby girl. Sigh.

I am not taking phone calls or responding to emails or texts.

21 comments:

  1. My heart goes out to you. I am so sorry for your loss.

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  2. tishatweets3/02/2012

    My goodness. So very sorry to hear of your loss.

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  3. tiffanyinhouston3/02/2012

    I don't really know what to type. I am just so very sorry. My prayers to you and Mr. XSLS. 

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  4. I'm so sorry. You're in my thoughts.

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  5. I'm so sorry to hear of your loss.  

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  6. Digal7043/02/2012

    I am so sorry. Please take care.

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  7. MsJamie143/02/2012

    I. am. so. sorry. To have all that joy and then have it taken away...it's just not fair.

    I pray that you get throught this, for your recovery and your continued strength.

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  8. Praying for the both of you. There are no words, just my heartfelt concern as you deal with this loss. 

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  9. shannon3/03/2012

    I am so sorry to hear about your loss. 

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  10. Amista53/04/2012

    so very sorry to hear this. sending healing thoughts and prayers.

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  11. NtrlGAGirl3/04/2012

    My word.  I'm so very sorry for your loss.  I pray that the hand of God touches you for strength, for healing, and love.

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  12. Thirteen Pounds3/04/2012

    I'm so, so sorry.

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  13. My sincerest condolences going out...

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  14. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

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  15. i'm heart broken and so sorry for your loss. my thoughts and prayers are with you.

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  16. So sorry for your loss.

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  17. Monica3/08/2012

    You have been in my prayers. So sorry

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  18. CreoleInDC3/08/2012

    Shit.

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  19. I am very sorry for your loss.  You and Mr. XSLS are in my prayers.

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  20. Sol_dier3/13/2012

    ((Hug))

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  21. Natasha3/14/2012

    so sorry.  

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